Wah. skrg i dah ke sekolah dgn drive sndiri membawa Perdana abah. ehem. ulang suara. Perdana ABAH. Pinjam kejap eh abah, smntara angah tggu kumpul duit nak beli keta. hehe.
anyway, i cm tak la cekap sgt kan. but practice make perfect, man!~ so, just practice keyh soffea. chayok2~
ehem. Fieza ckp, "wah. org dah ade 6 kaki skrg nie. jauh la bjalan eh"~
hahaha. tggu kaki cekap dulu baru leh jln jauh2. hehe.
kelihatan seperti sgt berniat mahu berjalan sangat jauh bukan? =p
When you are tired and discouraged from fruitless efforts… Allah knows how hard you have tried.
When you’ve cried so long and your heart is in anguish… Allah has counted your tears.
When you’re lonely and you’re friends are too busy even for a phone call… Allah is by your side.
When you think you have tried everything and are not sure where to turn… Allah has a solution.
When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated… Allah has the answer.
If you feel that your life is on hold… Allah is waiting for you.
If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope… Allah has whispered to you.
When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for… Allah has blessed you.
When something joyful has happened and you are filled with awe… Allah has smiled upon you.
When you have a purpose to fulfil and a dream to follow… Allah has opened your eyes and called you by name.
Remember whatever you are facing… Allah knows~
+ Cheer up. Senyum =)
Copied from somewhere. Just wanna share it with others. as a strength for us in facing the challenges in life. Remember, Allah is always with us. Have faith =)
huhu.. sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga, kini datang pula pokok kelapa untuk sama2 menimpa. huhu. sadis bukan?? adeh la.
this is life, soffea. u have to face all of these difficulties, even it is too hard, too pain, and will hurts u over and over again.. just face it with patient. be strong. life goes on no matter what. have faith. Allah knows da best for u. huhu.. ~ memujuk diri sndiri~
yeah. Gambatte soffea san. smile always.
Smile =) ~pretending to be happy is hard sometimes~
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but deep inside my heart,
I'm sad. Only Allah knows~
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psssttt~
lelaki semua sama bukan? baik atau jahat, alim atau jahil, they just want to play with my heart, my feeling~
and once again, I'm closing my heart.
Closure-Once-And-For-All~
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pssssstt psssttt: dulu lagi sy dh ckp, sy bukan yg terbaik utk awk. awk akan jumpe org yg lagi2 baik dr saye. sy tak padan dgn org yg baik cm awk. saye jahat. saye tak baik. saye comot. mana mungkin padan dgn awk. huhu~
".... Due to the financial constrain, our convo will b held at IPG Kampus Ilmu Khas - same date 20march. Pls forward to others. Tq"
huh. whatthefish man~ gile sgt frust okeyh. no words can describe how frustrated i am. and i'm very sure that all of my coursemates would feel the same too. FRUST! FRUST! FRUST!. n yeah, including the other PISMP DEAKINs around all over Malaysia, like IPTB students and also IPPP students. Frust kan korg? huhu.
al kisahnye, knon nak wat kat PICC, Putrajaya okies. so, dah excited nak konvo la kan. venue sgt best. and tibe2 cmnie lak? kat IPIK je? huhuhu. baik lah kite balik IPTAR je kan~ ade gak sentimental value kat situ. even cm takde kaitan pon? huh.
ntah la. rase sgt menjadi mangse keadaan. sedih. sadis. just imagine, ko dah study selama 5 tahun setengah utk dptkan degree, Bachelor of Education. siap collaborate ngan Deakin University, Australia lagi okeh. Tapi tup2 bile time konvo, mcm nie je???? rase sgt tak dihargai. Konvo bukan setiap minggu okeyh. selepas 5 tahun setengah baru nak konvo.sekali je seumur hidup pon. tak boleh ke kalo buat grand skit? adeh la. sgt dah takde mood. sgt dah tak excited. dah tak tahu nak pk ape. dh takde angan2. pelamin anganku musnah.!!~ help. help. huhu.
and somehow, we are just nobody. ~i want nobody, nobody but u~ oh. tibe2 cm nk nyanyi lagu nie. tp cm takde kaitan kan? huhu. ok, balik pada mood frust, geram, sakit ati, sedih dan sadis itu balik~ huhu. yes. we are just nobody. terpakse ikut je.
nak diadukan, tapi mane saluran yang betul? ade ke yg nak dengar rintihan kami? ade ke yg sudi nak tolong kami? ade ke yg nak kesiankan kami? ade ke? ade ke?
Hyehye. sejak teman dah smpai di negeri tanah tumpah keringat teman ni, teman jarang2 le dapat nak update blog slalu. kalo update pon, curi2 mase je. hehe. pandai kan teman mencuri? curi mase je~ heh~
Therefore, i would like to apologize to all readers who do visited my blog, leave ur comment here, leave ur url, and also who did follow me. so sorry guys kalo i cm lambat skit nak response. line internet sgt lemah lembut 'menyejukkan' hati. haha. Later on, i'll catch u up ya. no worry k.
and, and... Thanks a lot coz sudi gak singgah sini, and sudi utk follow i. Really appreciate that. Love u guys. Muahmuahxoxoxo.
I'm here.. again. oh. ini mmg negeri kedua ku. where? here again, Perak =)
adeh la.. cuti sgt sekejap. ari selase dah kene balik sini. sgt takde mood. huhu.
anyway, sume dtg sini htr aku pulang ke pangkal jalan. hahaha. except, suffian. die htr dgn niat yg tulus suci lagi ikhlas sahaje. heh. ape kah yg aku sedang ngarutkan ini? pening. pening~
Jadi, mak, abah, along and sapuan tido kat umah aku~ ehem. mcm best je kan dorg da dtg tido umah aku. even rumah bujang pon.. biase la tu kalo tak lengkap mane2~ tapi still, rase la dok umah anak kan. kite pon rase cm best je bile family dok bermalam kat umah.
smpai sini dalam jam 3.30 ptg. bwk 2 keta. sbb 1 nak tggl kat sini. biarkan saye budak baru blaja nie utk blaja driving. hehe.
pastu rehat2, ptg p jalan2 ke lumut and teluk batik. hehe. so, let the pictures do da talking ya.
Class: Year 2. Subject: Science Topic: Living Things and Non-Living Things~
Okeh. Take note. This is my 1st interaction with this class. Time class nie, aku bwk la pupils yg seramai 7 org nie jalan2 sekitar skolah. tapi bukan la jalan2 kosong. ingat aku pemandu pelancong ke hape? hehe. i did an observation activity. dorg kene bwk pensel and buku. need to write down what they observed.
Okeh. aku p padang. and then asked them, "what can u see here?" sume diam. okeh. maksudnye tak paham la kan. bukan bermaksud terpesona tatkala mendengar suara cikgu dialunkan. hehe. Then, cikgu ckp lagi, "ok, for example, u can see the coconut tree, grass, bicycle, and what ever la. Then, write it in ur book. Make a list of the things that u see here." Diam lagi. huhu.
Aku ckp lg, "Ok la, grass tu ape??" ha, dah alih bahasa. Ade la 3, 4 org yg jwb "rumput". okies. very good. yeah. kene impress them. itu wajib. cikgu ckp lagi, " awk nampak tak ade rumput kat sini?" ; "Nampak, teacher. Nampak~", jwb pupils. Pastu cikgu terang plak, "Teacher nak, awk tulis ape yg awk nampak kat sekitar padang nie dalam buku awk. Kalo awk nampak rumput, tulis rumput. kalo nampak batu, tulis batu. Faham?" Okies. sume dah jawab faham~~~
Pastu, "Teacher, boleh tulis dalam BM?". yup. that's a problem. Teacher ckp, "Kalo awk tahu dlm English, tulis English. Kalo tak, tulis BM pon takpe~" takpe. yg penting dorg catat.
N after tht, sume cm excited. Mulut dah bising, dok bgtau cikgu ape yg dorg nampak. cikgu pon jwb la, "ha, tulis la dlm buku"~ Ade la sorg budak ni, name die Ijat, die cm pelat skit.. Tapi byk ckp gak la, "Teacher, ijat nmpak pokok pishang~" ok, ok. sile bace ngan sebutan yg pelat. hehe. aku gelak je. aku angguk, n ckp, "tulisla dlm buku ijat".
Sambil2 dorg dok sebok tulis menulis tu, aku jenguk gak la sorg2. tgk ape yg dorg tulis. tapi cm tak sume sgt la.. Dorg sebok dok observe and menulis. Ijat pon. Tapi die cm lari2 dr aku. cm nak mengelak je? huhu. Aku menakutkan sgt ke? atau aku terlalu comel sehingga die segan utk berdampingan dengan ku? oh. mengarut. stop it soffea. sgt annoying. dush2!~ haha.
then, we move on to the other place. P kat tapak perhimpunan lak. still. do the same activity. observed and record their observation. pastu masuk kelas...
Dlm kelas, aku tanye la randomly ape yg dorg nampak tadi. sume sebok dok jawab. N i need to stop them and told them, "kalau nak jawab, angkat tangan. mulut diam. Teacher tunjuk, baru bangun n jwb. faham?"~ okies. da terkawal. Sume la dok bgtau dorg punye observation. Ijat pon, walopun die pelat. n aku plak asyik rase nk senyum je dgr die ckp. hehe. comel =)
Then, aku suruh la dorg groupkan sume ape yg dorg dah catat tu into two groups; Living Things and Non-Living Things. before that, dah terangkan maksud living things and non living things. and masing2 da tahu maksudnye~ skrg nak tgk cmne dorg nak groupkan sume tu. and after that I will ask them why they categorized the things in those groups, either LT or Non LT. Nak test prior knowledge dorg, and also, help them to generate their ideas~
Mase nie aku dok la jalan dr satu meja ke meja. smpai meja ijat. huh. sgt terkejut. pastu aku senyum. aku tanye, "Ijat tulis ape?" Dia jwb, "Pokok Pishang".. Then aku tanye kawan2 die, Ijat mmg tak pandai menulis and membaca ke? kwn2 die sume ckp "ye".. owh. okkk~ Tapi tgk die cm aktif je dok bercakap, cm tak sangke la plak kan.. huhu. Tahu die tulis ape? nie senarai ape yg die observed and record:
1. Tata 2. Titi 3. Tutu 4. ........
ha. gelak. gelak. heh. aku pon gelak gak mule2. tapi tu la.. baru aku tahu die takleh membaca and menulis. tu sume yg die blaja time darjah 1 la tu.. takpon time kelas pemulihan. adeh la.. Cikgu Soffea baru nak kenal students' background kan? haha. takpe la.. tak semestinye aku kne khaskan satu mase utk tahu background dorg kan? Through the teaching and learning process pon da dpt kaji skit2 kebolehan n kelemahan dorg. Jimat mase kan. hehehe =)
Anyway, pastu time discussion, aku byk bertanye verbally kat Ijat la.. focus more kat die. sbb die takleh interpret ape yg die faham n tahu dlm bentuk penulisan. Tapi, bile verbally, die ok. huhu. And till today, I still think of some gud ways in order to help him. Of course la the way yg leh bantu die blaja ngan berkesan kan. huhu. Korang ade care?? Yeah. Think. Think. hehe~
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Nie cite cam lawak kottt. tapi bile direnung2 balik, cam kesian. and last2, aku sedar tanggungjawab aku sgt besar =) Insaf. Insaf~ huhu.
"Kami murid SK Pasir Kubu... Belajar tanpa rasa jemu~~"
lalalalalaa~ pastu cikgu da tak ingat da lirik lagu skolah. sy budak baru belajar. hehe.
wookeh. as i told in previous2 entry, i di postingkan kat SK Pasir Kubu, Kg Gajah, Perak. So, selama hmpir sebulan lebih mengaja kat sini. so far, sgt ok. and alhamdulillah. Allah permudah kan segala urusan.
Da School
So cute la uh. but still, keperluan asas lengkap. kantin, bilik sains, bilik KH, makmal komputer, padang, stor sukan, bilik pemulihan, surau, sume la.. lengkap bukan? even tak la sebesar n seselesa mane.. tapi still boleh belajar di sini. jadi, mari, mari.. daftar diri anda sekarang di SK Pasir Kubu.. hahaha. poyo lak cikgu nih~
+1st building ; once u enter this school+
+school's field+ sini la aku dok jerit2 ajar PJ tahun 1, 2, and 3.
Da Pupils
This school is categorized as SKM school, stand for sekolah kurang murid. Memang kurang. and padan la dgn size skolah nie yg sgt kecik. ok. jom kire students sume ade berapa:
- Year 1 ---> 19 pupils. - Year 2 ---> 7 pupils. - Year 3 ---> 8 pupils. - Year 4 ---> 14 pupils. - Year 5 ---> 17 pupils. - Year 6 ---> 11 pupils.
okeh. sile, sile. tmbah sekarang. ye? dpt berape murid2? about 76 pupils only. da small number of students rite? hoho. sile jgn gelak. aku cm dh bosan kot dgr org gelak bile aku bgtau jumlah pupils kat skolah aku ni. kalo skit pun, nape? so what wei? pelik sgt ke?? adeh la. mungkin bg sape2 yg biase dok bndar, mmg sgt tak biase ngan kenyataan ini. hu. kenyataan tu~ cm aku dulu, time kne practical kat skolah kecik, yg takde kantin lak tu, sgt2 terkejut. pelik kottt.. tapi sume tu cm dh biase la kan. experience teach me a lot~ at least kite tau ade lagi skolah yg kurang kemudahan. ape2 pon, yg penting, warga sekolah yg best. hehehhee. penting tu. Trust me =)
+Pupils - during the recess time+
Pupils lak, sume ok. biase la kalo ade yg nakal2 tu. tapi nakal cmne pon, dorg still respect cikgu. still takut kat cikgu. kalo dpt students yg tak takut cikgu langsung, tu yg susah. susah nak didik. kankan?
IQ dorg plak, hmm, di tahap average. kalo nak compare ngan SK Sbangki, mmg jauh la beza... even SK Sbangki lagi la dalam jugak. Pupils here can't understand English well. ade yg paham. tapi tak banyak la.. sorg dua je yg paham. pastu, tmbah lak ngan PPSMI yg dah dimansuhkan, jadi, lagi la dorg cm tak gunakan English. tak practic. tak practice. huh. cm aku pon, dh kurang practice speaking time mengaja Sc and Math, jd aku rase BI aku sgt2 takleh nak improve da.. dah la memang lemah BI. huhu. Tambah lagi plak ngan budak tak faham. kite pon dok ckp BM la.. padahal boleh je kalo nak push dorg tu. kdg2 aku ckp gak BI. pastu translate la. and, pakse dorg present dlm BI. let them use the English by speaking the language. ha, boleh je pon.. cume kne selalu practice la.. aiseh~ cm rugi je bile PPSMI dimansuhkan?!~
+yeah. ini lah Kubu skolah ini. Pasir ade di tanah ye.+hehe =)
Warga sekolah
Cikgu2 skolah nie sume baik2. sgt HelpFul. sgt friendly, sgt2 la Caring. N yeah, i'm the youngest among the others, and the only one who still 'single'. take note di situ. hehe. sume da kawen. tapi takpe la. usia bkn penghalang. ha?? oh. tak. tak. jgn slh anggap. usia bkn penghalang persahabatan. hehe. sume pon baik2, suke gurau2, usik2, walopun ade yg sebaya ngan abah and mak aku da pon. n since i'm new here, aku gelak2 je kalo dorg gurau2, nyampuk skit2. maklum la, tak dpt nak ikut rentak dorg lagi. nanti2, mungkin aku lak yg jadi tukang usik. hehe.
staff sokongan lak sume baik2. suke tolong. suke bercerita. amek berat. tegur2. alhamdulillah. everything went well, setakat ini. harap akan terus begini, n ukhuwah tu akan makin erat. insyaAllah~
+ atas tu cikgu Siti. bwh tu Teacher Soffea+ hahaha. nie je ke cikgu kat SK Pasir Kubu? he =)
takde la gmbar ngan cikgu2 lain. nanti2 la ek. lame lagi aku kat skolah nie. no worries k. hehe =)
All in all, SKPK is the Best for me. I'm so grateful coz i am posting here. A gud environment of the school. Alhamdulillah. N whatever happen in future, i just need to face it strongly and patiently. It's a MUST. yeah. Gambatte Soffea san. O yeah~
urm, i'm at home right now. baru je smpai umah ari Jumaat aritu. eh. jap. itu masih dikira baru ke teacher soffea? hahaha. baru je nak bgtau kat blog yg aku da ade kat umah skrg. jadi, masih baru la. jadi, kau tidak rasa kah penulisan ini seperti berbelit2 n membuang masa readers? haha. jadi, boleh kita teruskan ke perenggan yg berikutnya? heh. skema~
okies. mmg nak update blog. but something bad happened. even it was not really worse, but it is worst for me. actually, ari sabtu aritu lg, smgt dah berkobar2 nak update blog. so, dengan banggenye, aku pon nak transfer la pictures yg aku dok snap2 kat skolah kan, nak share kat blog nie. and know whut, all of the pictures are gone!!!~ "this folder is empty". oh. whatthefish sungguh. try masuk balik memory card dlm camera. still. no pictures. wah3. hati sgt luluh seperti di toreh2 oleh penoreh. ade kaitan ke? heh. pictures sume hilang. i repeat sume hilang. i shout, sume hilang!!!! ~ nak shout kuat lagi tak? oh. cukup kot. huhu.
the same thing happened time nak transfer pictures p zoo taiping ngan zue aritu. tapi aritu transfer kat laptop zue. ingat ke laptop die virus atau ape. skali, yg nie pon problem gak. rase mcm problem ngan card reader tu la.. huhu. tu la.. adapter sony aritu ntah mane hilangnye. kan da susah. huhu. sgt sedih.. sedih. sedih.. T___T .. jadi blog dah takde gmbar la.. huhu. wei. sgt sedih. rase cm takleh continue menaip je. rase cm nak offline skrg.rase mcm nak merajuk skrg. rase cm nak delete blog skrg.. oh. over!~pulangkan gambar-gambarku~ huhu. haha. giler emo. takde la. gedik je tu~
okies. tanpa pictures pon, takpe la.. nak storymory jugak. okeh, korang sile bace sekarang. heh =)
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anyway, Jumaat aritu sgt excited nak balik umah. yelah. sepanjang aku dipostingkan ~ok. ayat skema disitu~ ke Kg Gajah nie, tak penah skali pon balik umah tau. kesian tak? kesian tak? mesti la kesian kan, kan.. cume aritu la, 1st week kat sane, mak and abah dtg tgk keadaan aku. sgt gembira tika itu. pastu ade la rase cm homesick kan. tapi aku buat tak layan je. sbb home yg sick. aku takkkkk~ haha. cover. cover. ~ padahal dah sedih2, emo2, mak tak bg balik time weekend. mak ckp skjp sgt. takut letih. waa.. mase tu rase nak majuk, rase takmo balik umah dah. nak balik umah mak mertua la camni. opsss. cm over je? haha. ala, time tu je emo, merajuk ngan mak. pastu da okeyh. gedik kan. dush2!~ mane boleh tak balik umah.. MESTI BALIK walo ape pon. akan ku tempuh jua. o yeah~
then, ari Jumaat tu nek la bus kat perhentian sri iskandar tu. bas sgt awal. tiket jam 2.35. tapi jam 2 da jalan. nasib smpai awal tau. and lupe nak ckp, from rumah ke perhentian tu, tumpang my housemate, Dilla. thanks Dilla.. hehe. so, dok la dlm bus, ngan Nanie, another housemate. turun kat KL Central. jam 5 la cmtu da smpai. pastu cm anak itik ikut ibunye. aku ikut je Nanie. serious. aku mmg tak tahu bab2 pengangkutan awam nie. kalo cmpak aku sorg2 kat situ, agak2, nangis2 la dok mencari jln nak balik umah. haha.
nasib ade Nanie. die la yg bgtau camne nak p Pekeliling. sbb abah suh aku p sane, nanti along amek kat Pekelililng. dekat skit. So, Nanie la yg teman aku p stesen monorail. tlg beli kan tiket, and tunjuk cmne nak naik. and pesan, "nanti turun kat Titiwangsa tau. stesen paling last". okeh. baik bos. dh mcm org pedalaman yg kuar ke bandar je aku ni. haha. anyway, thanks a lot, Nanie.. terpakse htr aku jln kaki dr KL Central ke Monorail stesen, and patah balik ke KL Central. sbb die nak p Bangi lak. huhu. Thanks. Thanks. I learnt something new. pasni dah tau la cmne nak balik. hehe =)
and smpai kat pekeliling, tggu la Along. huh. lame kot. jalan jammed. biase la. org sume sebok cuti. tak kire la perayaan ape pon. holiday is holiday. same2 la kite holiday. kate 1 Malaysia kannnn~ Pastu Along da smpai, trus p Hospital Selayang.. abah n mak ade kat sane. and owh, Cik Achee skali. Abah tak dpt kuar hospital lagi. sbb tu la tak dpt nak amek aku. takpe. Along ade. hehe =)
Smpai je, rase cm so happy la dpt jumpe the whole family kan. rindu. rindu. miss. miss. kangen. kangen. erm, rindu dalam tamil ape eh? eh, perlu ke tulis sume bahasa? dush2!~ hehe. So, lepak hospital .~haha. lepak???~ lame gak la kat situ.. smpai jam 8 lebih baru bertolak balik Bentong. jalan mmg jammed. but still terkawal, sbb keta still gerak la.. takde la jammed teruk.
Sampai je umah, mandi2, kemas2 ape yg patut. Pastu, on9. haha. lepas gian kotttt~ and then, tido baik punya. penat kan.. naik bus jauh2. then monorail lak tu. haha. 1st time in my life okeyh. selama nie kan i gune pengangkutan udara. haha. whoops. whoops, ada nada riak di situ. heh. takde la. dulu2 pon terkial2 gak tak tahu camne nak nek flight mule2 tu. but practice makes perfect, man.. haha. jadi, pas2 nie, mesti aku cm pro la ngan pengangkutan darat plak. hehe. so, today's moral value is, experience is the best teacher k. haha. betul kan? sile setuju sekarang!~
ok la beb. entry panjang tanpe gambar. sgt bosan. nanti la.. doa2 la pictures tu sume wujud semula eh. really hope so.... huhu.
waaaaaaaaaaaaa..... RINDUnyeeee nak update blog. too busy la uh, even not really. just berlakon2 busy je. kah3. kantoi.. busy memang la busy.. tapi setakat nie, still terkawal lagi la. heh. ala, sbnrnye sebab takde broadband. so, susah la nak update kan.. tu la.. broadband tak bayar2.. dah kene reject sim tu. mari ramai2, say "serve u right, soffea!~" haha
okeh, okeh. will update later. insyaAllah~
for those who do visited my blog, i'll catch u up later ya.. thanks a lot.. sudi gak jenguk2 sini..
Soffea Anuar. 1986 :) Pahang to Sarawak to Perak. A Teacher. Graduated. Bachelor in Primary Education - Science major; minor Math & PHE-. IPTAR-Deakin U, Australia 06-09 ~ Simple but complicated~
